VISUAL KEI IS MY LIFE. A YEAR PASSED BY.

VISUAL KEI IS EVERYTHING TO ME. LET ME SHARE WITH YOU GUYS THAT TODAY, 1ST FEBRUARY, IT HAS BEEN A YEAR OF MY OBSSESSION OVER VISUAL KEI! X) I JUST CAN'T BELEIVE IT! IT'S BEEN A YEAR! IT SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY THAT I WATCHED NIGHTMARE'S THE WORLD PV! HEHE AND NIGHTMARE IS MY VERY FIRST VISUAL KEI BAND AND THEIR SONGS, 'THE WORLD' AND 'ALUMINA' ARE MY FIRST TWO VISUAL KEI SONGS. X") AND I REALLY(1000X) THANKFUL TO ONE OF THE WORLD'S WELL-KNOWN MANGA TO ANIME TO MUVIES, 'DEATH NOTE'. IF IT WOULDN'T FOR DEATH NOTE, VISUAL KEI WOULD HAVE NEVER EXISTS IN MY LIFE. I WOULD HAVE STUCK IN SOME UNFAMILIAR MIXED TYPE OF MUSIX... AND I DON'T REALLY LIKE THAT. I'M THE KINDA PERSON THAT WANTS TO HAVE ONLY ONE DIRECTION FOR MY LIFE. AND I'VE CHOSEN VISUAL KEI JAPANESE ROCK TO BECOME A PART OF MY LIFE. AND IT REALLY CHANGED MY LIFE.

I REALLY FELT THAT THERE WAS SOMETHING MISSING... AS I'M INTO MUSIX... BUT THE MUSIX BACK THEN WASN'T JUST RIGHT FOR ME... UNTIL, I HAD NOTHING TO DO ONE DAY, I DISCOVERED DEATH NOTE ANIME.

AS I WAS REALLY OBSSESSED WITH DEATH NOTE TOO... THE VERY FIRST THING I WATCHED WAS DEATH NOTE'S OPENING.

I WAS AMAZED BY THE VOICE! THE WORDS, "Hirogaru yami no naka kawashiatta kakumei no chigiri..." AND SECONDLY, THE MUSIX. I LISTENED TO IT FOR EVERY BEGGINING OF THE EPISODES... THE SONG TITLED, 'THE WORLD'. THE MUSIX... I FELL IN LOVE WITH THE GUITAR SOUNDS... IT'S JUST VISUAL! SLOWLY, IT INSPIRED ME. NEXT WAS, DEATH NOTE'S ENDING. THE SONG TITLED, 'ALUMINA'. THIS WAS EVEN MORE BREATH-TAKING! THIS ONE, IT'S A VERY NICE ONE... IT HAS... JUST BEAUTIFUL!

I KNEW THAT THE SINGER WAS THE SAME. I GOT CURIOUS AND SEARCHED ON THEM AND DISCOVERED A VISUAL KEI BAND CALLED, 'NIGHTMARE/NAITOMEA'

NIGHTMARE-THE WORLD OHP.(MY VERY FIRST VISUAL KEI OHP! HEHE)

YOMI-VOCAL.

SAKITO-GUITAR.


HITSUGI-GUITAR.

NI~YA-BASS.

RUKA-DRUMS.

THEY LOOK AWESOME, ADORABLE AND ATTRACTIVE! AND LIKE DUH, I KNEW THEY WERE MALES! FROM THE VERY FIRST SIGHT ITSELF. I DECIDED, I WANTED TO GET TO KNOW THEM BETTER. X) HERE, IT'S HARD TO GET JAPANESE ROCK CDS, SO THE INTERNET'S MY ONLY HOPE. I DOWNLOADED BOTH 'THE WORLD' AND 'ALUMINA' FULL MP3! HEHE AND ALL OF THEIR SONGS, FROM THEIR VERY FIRST SINGLES, ALBUMS! I WAS REALLY FREAKIN' NYAPPY WHEN I'VE FINALLY GOT ALL OF THEIR SONGS! I SPENT FOR... LESS THAN A MONTH! HAHA YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I SACRIFICED FOR 'THAT'! HEHE THANK YOU TO ESNIPS.COM! XD

WHEN I'VE FINALLY GOT ALL OF THEIR SONGS AND WATCHED THEIR PVS(PROMOTIONAL VIDEOS)!!! I'VE REALIZED THAT 'SOMETHING MISSING' WAS NO LONGER EMPTY. X) I HAVE FINALLY FOUND IT! A NEW OBSSESSION. THAT IS... VISUAL KEI JAPANESE ROCK MUSIX. THE RIGHT MUSIX TO FIT ME IN! X) I LEARN NIGHTMARE'S MUSIX, SONG LYRICS... I FOUND THAT THEY HAVE DEEP MEANINGS AND JUST WAY TOO... WOW! TO UNDERSTAND... HEHHEH IT'S JUST TOO BEAUTIFUL! BEAUTIFUL MEANINGS! X")

IT'S A BEAUTIFUL MUSIX INFLUENCE FOR ME. AND I FELT THAT VISUAL KEI IS THE ONE. IT CHANGED MY LIFE SOMEHOW. WHAT I'VE LEARNT FROM IT WAS, THE IMPORTANCE OF LIFE, FRIENDSHIP, MIRACLES, PATIENCE AND THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS, NEVER TO GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS, WHAT U WANNA ACHIEVE.

THE IMPORTANCE OF LIFE, SUICIDE IS OUT OF THE QUESTION. NEVER DECIDE THAT. AND NEVER TO GIVE UP ON YOUR LIFE. LIVE IT WHILE IT LASTS. FRIENDSHIP? WE TEENAGERS&YOUNG ADULTS JUST LOVE TRYING CRAZY STUFFS! HEHE XD AND WHENEVER THERE ARE ALWAYS FRIENDS BESIDE YOU, EVERYTHING WILL BE PERFECTLY FINE. X) CRISIS IN MY LIFE, BUT I STILL HAVE BEST FRIENDS TO DO CRAZY STUFFS WITH! HAHA THEY'VE BEEN ALWAYS THERE FOR ME AND I LOVE THEM SO MUCH! BEST FRIENDS END UP WITH YOU IN THE CELL BUT NOT GETTING YOU OUT FROM IT! HAHA! BUT GET MY POINT? HEHE... MIRACLES? A BEST FRIEND SAID, "MIRACLES HAPPEN ONCE IN A WHILE WHEN YOU BELEIVE... " I DO BELEIVE IN MIRACLES. BECAUSE MANY MIRACLES HAVE BEEN HAPPENING IN MY SORROW LIFE LATELY AND I REALLY GRATEFUL FOR THAT. VISUAL KEI MUSIX, THEM JAPANESE ROCKERS MAKE SONGS ABOUT LIFE, FRIENDSHIP, LOVE, SOCIETY, DREAMS, etc... AND I AM INFLUENCED BY IT. I TAKE IT ALL AS WORDS OF WISDOM. ADVICES. LIFE GUIDES. AND TO BE PATIENCE.

NEVER TO GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS? YES, NEVER! I'VE LEARNT THAT. TO ACHIEVE A BIG THING, IF YOU HAVE CONFIDENT AND LOTSA SUPPORTS FROM YOUR BELOVEDS AND LOTSA PRAYS, YOU WILL ALWAYS CAN REACH IT. =) AND THEN AGAIN, LOTSA PATIENCE.

THAT'S WHAT I'VE LEARNT FROM VISUAL KEI INFLUENCE.

NEXT, I'M GONNA TALK ABOUT CRITICISM THAT MYSELF FACED. IN THIS REAL WORLD, NARROW-MINDED PEOPLE ARE COMMON. AHAH! RULES DEALING WITH THEM, NEVER EVER TALK ABOUT THE LATEST MUSIX AND STYLES TO THEM! HAHA SERIOUSLY, THEY'RE BEING NOT OPEN-MINDED. THEY'RE JUST SELFISH AND CRITIC WHATEVER THEY WANT WITHOUT THINKING OF OTHERS' FEELINGS... I'VE BEEN THERE. I WAS JUST WASTING MY TIME AND END UP WITH ANGER AND TEARS. ONE THING, I'M TOO SENSETIVE. I JUST CAN'T LET ANYTHING GET IN MY WAY BECAUSE THEY'RE NOTHING BUT LOSERS. BUT ANYWAYS, I MUST LEARN TO CONTROL MYSELF. HEHE X) AND IT'S JUST A WASTE DEALING WITH THIS KINDA PEOPLE. ONE CRITICISE- THEY TAKE JAPANESE ROCKERS AS SHIT GAYS.

MY HERO? I FELL IN LOVE WITH NIGHTMARE'S LEAD GUITARIST AND ALSO THE FOUNDER OF THE BAND! HIS NAME IS, SAKITO. X) HE HELP ME INFLUENCED INTO THIS. I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM!!! FOR ALL HIS GREAT TALENTS, THE GREAT THINGS HE DID FOR NIGHTMARE'S SUCCESS. SOMEHOW, I LEARNT ON HOW HOW TO BE SUCCESSFUL FROM HIM... FOR ME, HE'S JUST EVERYHING FOR ME! MOSTLTY, PEOPLE AROUND ME TAKE ME AS... JUST SAKITO FANATIC WHO IS DYING TO GET MARRIED WITH HIM... BUT NO. IT'S JUST WAY TOO DIFFERENT FROM WHAT THEY HAVE IN MIND ABOUT MY SAKITO OBBSSESSION! IT'S ALL WRONG. I'M NOT HOPING TOO MUCH. IT'S JUST... DIFFERENT! WORDS JUST CAN'T DESCRIBE... HE'S THE BIGGEST SAVIOR OF ALL! I LOVE ALL HIS GREAT TALENTS. AND YES, HE'S THE ONE WHO MAKES ME WANNA LEARN THE GUITAR! X) AND I DO RESPECT HIM AS A 'SEMPAI'. ARIGATO~GOZAIMASU SAKITO-~SAMA. X)

SAKITO~SAMA. X")

AFTER NIGHTMARE, I GOT TO KNOW WITH THE OTHER SAVIORS. X") THE GAZETTE, ALICE NINE, MOI DIX MOIS, MALICE MIZER. SO FAR. HEHE EACH BAND. I GET TO KNOW THEM DEEPLY AND SLOWLY. THAT'S HOW I AM. YES, DIFFERENT BANDS HAVE DIFFERENT TYPES OF MUSIX BUT THEY COME UNDER ONE VISUAL KEI FAMILY. X) THEY ALL HAVE BEAUTIFUL MUSIX. DEEP MEANINGS.

LASTLY, WOOHH! I'M OUT OF WORDS! HEHE I JUST WANNA SAY IT OUT LOUD, JAPANESE ROCKERS ARE MY SAVIORS! THEY ARE EVERYTHING TO ME! THEY ARE MY GREATEST INFLUENCE. THEY ROCK MY LIFE!\m/ AND TODAY, A YEAR HAS PASSED BY AND NOTHING CAN STOP ME FROM LOVING VISUAL KEI AND THEM, JAPANESE ROCKERS. X) I'M LIVING WITH IT. X) IT HAS BECOME A PART OF MY LIFE. WITHOUT THEM, I WOULD HAVE BEEN A NORMAL LOSER.

AND I JUST WANNA THANK YOU TO MY BELOVEDS, SHAMIZAH, ZURAIDAH AND NASZREEN. FOR SUPPORTING ME ALL THIS TIME... ARIGATO~GOZAIMASU! YOU GUYS THE BEST! AND TO MY BELOVED J-ROCK FRIENDS, KEEP ON ROCKIN GUYS!!!\m/

MY ONE&ONLY DREAM IS TO MEET THEM. X") JAPAN...!!! AND SHOW HOW MUCH THEY HAVE INFLUENCED ME. ONCE AGAIN, ARIGATO~GOZAIMASU SEMPAIS!*bows*

AND HERE'S NIGHTMARE'S THE WORLD&&ALUMINA PV! -MY VERY FIRST TWO VISUAL KEI VIDEOS. X")

NIGHTMARE-THE WORLD.

-USED AS DEATH NOTE ANIME OPENING.

NIGHTMARE-ALUMINA.

-USED AS DEATH NOTE ANIME ENDING.

WITH THIS, RUKI OF GAZETTES'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!!! HEHE 1ST FEBRUARY! A ROCKSTAR WAS BORN! HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUKI-SAN!!! I LOVE YOU!

RUKI-SAN! xD

-VISUAL KEI IS LOVE. X")-